This will be a calm day with me trying to keep to the shadows and stay low when sorting out my own emotions.
It will not bring any wild stories or reflections from me……you will all get to have a moments rest.
I will try my best to just remember what needs to be remembered and smile at what needs to be smiled at.
I will focus my inner energy towards imprinting all these memories so that none shall ever for me be forgotten.
I want to be able to cherish all that was and that will never again come to pass and also smile sadly thinking of the many, many memories shared.
I will not forget, not today and not tomorrow.
In me and with and thru me all shall live on and conquer the barriers of forgetfulness.
So tonight I shall keep to myself and focus on what is lost and tomorrow I will get back to life with the same energy that will make me be able to honor the loved and lost as well as prepare me for the future.
With the energy you lived your life even thru hardship and illness I shall find inspiration and strength to carry on your legacy!
Thank you again for all the smiles and the kindness and the shoulder that I needed at so many occasions when growing up.
I just hope you knew how much it really meant to me.
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