According to me, myself & I!

Mood: Tired

I am so tired! Feels like I could just sleep forever.
But then again I know why?

Halloween! For me it is freakin´Halloween all year round.
Masks, costumes, vampire make-up and so on. It starts in January and ends by Halloween.

You come here to work and sit down and then all of a sudden you are supposed to go home.
Oh, lord!
It is all great fun though! My customers rock! They are so great and fun to work with that even when I cannot do what they want/need we still get along fine.

Then you jump in the car and to home! When getting there you feel your whole body just fall apart and your brain goes on strike.
This is really rather strange that you go from this sort of sharp and focused person to the airhead that seems to stroll around aimlessly in the house in the evenings.
:)

So what do you do when you feel that is just ever so slightly to much on your plate at present?
I mean there is so much besides work that is going on and some of the things confuses me exceedingly.
I do now know all the time what to do with my feelings towards certain aspects of my life.

I feel rather lost! Mainly I am rather content and happy but there are time when I stop and think “what the freakin´heck am I doing!!!”.
I mean what is really the point in all this.

I tend to laugh and be a rather silly and happy person but this part of me seem to become smaller and smaller.
It feels like the people around me doesen´t laugh that much anymore…….perhaps they never did.

But I remember laughing a lot.
Not having that many cares in the world and just enjoying life.
Now it is work during the daytime and work when you get home or during the weekends.

When was the last time I just relaxed and did noting and had real time to enjoy it?
Or perhaps this is the growing up part that caught up with me.

Do not get me wrong I am not complaining just raising an eyebrow to the fact that it is rather puzzling to live like this.

Well, got to dash to sell some more scary masks before dashing home folding laundry or some other great task that needs doing.

Be safe.

Xoxo