Mood: Kind of amused
Yesterday was Valentines day. I had a great one!
Hope all out there had a great time and that you got to experience love.
The ending of my day however did make the feeling slightly ever so less good!
Why?
Well not due to the excellent and ever so charming man that I love and spent the evening with.
It was due to the horde of teenagers that invaded our home.
*laughing*
They were like everywhere! ALL OVER!!
Now this is not all bad at all cause Miss F had a great evening and that means a lot to me.
But I have to be honest and say that I am not very good at this invasion thing.
I mean I love my home and it is a huge part of me and for me to let others just go nuts and take full control over what is so dear to me is way difficult.
I know how bad this sounds but still feel that I am in titled to feel this way.
Why?
Well I live in a rather large property and the kids have HUGE rooms and areas at their disposal.
This is why the living room where we spend time as a family or where we have a refuge as adults is so important to me.
I feel that due to the large areas for the children I can feel protected over this space that give me such pleasure and peace.
Last night the space were not at my disposal at all and there were teenagers everywhere.
We were deported into the bedroom and the evening got a very abrupt ending.
I felt so lost in my emotions due to all this and probably because I had hoped to have a nice evening by the telly with darling BF and a nice glass of wine.
Instead we ended up listening to the mad ramblings of the gang that spread out in the sofas.
*smile*
It is all good but I feel that in the future the living room dedicated to Miss F herself will certainly have to do so that all will fit into places where we can find comfort.
If we only had on small living space together I could much easier have understood the need for us to be banished into our own bedroom.
I did not have a discussion with Miss F about this but both me and Mr P were feeling that we needed that space to be available for us in the future. I need it for sure due to the nature of my job where I sit and chat with people all day and need my quiet space when getting home.
Thankfully the laughter that we heard from the girls and the giggles brought lots of love into our hearts so that is of some comfort anyway.
Xoxo
