Mood: Slow
Today I sit here at work more or less wondering what the heck I am doing. I am THAT tired!
I am so drained from energy at present that I hardly know at all what I am doing.
There is really too much going on!
I mean it is not all bad just slightly overwhelming at times.
The house has yet to be sold and the same goes for the car.
And then we have the new place to take care of so three houses to keep nice and tidy is rather much I dare say.
And then there is family life to keep up with and that includes, homework, cleaning, bills, the blind doggie and so on.
I am loving it all in some way but it sure is rather frustrating still waiting for the future to start.
We need my house sold and also the car. It is getting on my nerves that nobody has seen the greatness of the house.
I loved it there but also feel rather sad that is stands there all empty and unloved at the moment.
But it will all sort itself out as it usually does and it is time for me to be patient…….well to try atleast.
:)
I find it so inspiring to think about the future that is just around the corner. But I want it to finally start. I do not want or feel the need to wait any longer and to be forced to view it all as a learning experience seems rather far fetched since I took the decision about nine months ago.
So pleeeeease let the pieces of this puzzle that is my life fall into place!
It has been a great journey sofar and I want to continue down this path with my darling BF and the wonderful “Angels” that I call mine. <3
In other words I am just tired but happy in heart and soul. My body however could probably sleep for like two weeks and I need to have a holiday after the Halloween season ends. :)
Some sun and nice drinks at the beach somewhere would so not hurt.
Looking forward to that extremely much!
So take care out there in the world where you ARE living your future and not sitting there waiting for it like I do.
I will catch up sooner rather than later……I hope.
Xoxo
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