Mood: Rather excellent!
I long for the life that lays ahead of me!
I cannot wait and today is a prefect day to start sharing the love that I am determined that will surround me.
Valentines day!
Yes, it is a day like any other right? Or not!
I love this day or should I say that I used to love it.
Right about now I am so tired most of the time that I cannot be bothered to do anything over the top.
This does not mean that I am not into all of the hype.
I just long for all of the moving thingy to end and that one can focus on the love that I feel.
I really feel fortunate again to be where I am in life and although we sure are different in so many ways I feel that there is true love here and that all the crap that gets in our way will be easy to manoeuvre around.
I have faith in what we have and I am not all sure that I had that before.
I can get pissed off now without directly wanting to leave it all. I feel that it is a part of life to find myself loving a little bit less some days and more other days.
There is a tremendous strength to be given from the love one shares and also from the turbulence that one experience in a relation with teenagers and different ways of looking upon bringing them up.
I am not worried anymore though.
I feel that I distance myself rather nicely these days and that it is his way of deciding if they shall be spoiled adults or responsible once.
My hands will not be included in this work if my opinions do not matter.
So I find myself rather content and happy to go about my business and do things that lay close to my heart.
So today is the day for love and I feel rather filled with this and very content.
I wish all a fantastic Valentines day.
Love, love, love!!
Xoxo
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