Mood: Rather here…..that´s enough right.
I sit and wonder about so many a thing these days.
Should I jump into the future or should I be cautious and wait?
The usual Me would be jumping right into all that seems fun and that implies that I will evolve as a person.
But at present it seems that I cannot do this. I am prevented from this by myself really.
I do not recognise this side of my person but it is necessary to get to know this part of me too.
Perhaps it is me maturing into an adult finally!
*laughing*
Or perhaps I am just going nut!
:)
In any case I try to step back and relax to be able to observe the life around me and to make choices that are in not only my interest but also not in conflict with others.
I love being me and all that comes with it.
I find it educational to experience new things and I love the fact that I am a strong independent person.
But it is also in conflict with the world around me.
I tend to be a person that many find difficult to be around and I think this is because I am not apologizing for being me.
I do not know why it is that I find that many seem to like me but not really like me.
I am so scary perhaps?
Or is it that my views on life are so radical?
I just want to find life pleasant and interesting.
I want to give respect and get respect.
I try my hardest to be fair and honest and treat others like I myself want to be treated.
Or perhaps it is my honest mistake to believe that I possess the qualities that I just described……….
Well this will have to conclude this message from me today.
Be safe and treat the world with love and respect.
Xoxo
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